omg do read Pensees by Blaise Pascal ppl, if u all bother to take the time. yeay, its by the mathematician hu is alo a philosopher. really enlighten me la. hes jue.
| Thoughts Became Words At 9:26 PM |
and yea. happiness is not real. i am full of pain. you broke my heart in a thousand pieces the day u left me. i feel like dying. this world is against me. my happiness has receded into a pile of smoking ash. I AM SUICIDAL. YEA. ten i wonder how come i dun dare to die. whole day act suicidal and cut here cut there act depressed wear black listen to emo songs 24/7. why, i should jump down some day. really.
hahaa, jus cant stnad ppl hu act depressed.
| Thoughts Became Words At 11:22 PM |
have been reading, or gaining interest in, various ares of the arts lately. have been biaing philosophy recently. found interest in political science and psychology. but for pol. sci. and philo the jobs are shit. this brings me to my point: that the pragmatic us is killing ourselves. we just follow the norm and social/economic pressure and seldom know wad we want in life. ppl hu think they know wad they want often dun even know wad is life itself. they have been kept in the pressure cooker since young, hence of course they suppose the whole of life should revolve in the pressure cooker. then they will blame society for being too fast paced, etc. when they themselves are the cause. also, ppl hu think political science is just some cock sub for ppl interested in politics are the very ppl hu kaobei that Democratic Country A is not democratic at all; that Communism belongs to the poor world of backward China and chaotic Russia; that democarcy is better than fascism, and then go on to slam Bush or Singapore's fake democracy. Wad they dunno is that they have not even taken the time to undertand the systems they are governed by; they only got the mere inkling of wad it shd b. So how can u say PoliticalSystem A sucks when u dun evne understand and support it? It looks like in our pursuit of immediate practical benefits we have come to ignore and neglect the less-imminent benefits.
| Thoughts Became Words At 11:12 PM |
down with severe flu headache and on the brink of fever...hahaa... hope can get well b4 tmr, otherwise can't even think properly... yesterdae nite my nose really running non-stop... standard chartered marathon loh.. anw my parents just got out to help me go creative factory to send my zen micro for servicing.. cos headphone jack got prblm... the went online to see, discovered its a widespread problem... so its not me.. phew.. hmm i must bia savings liao. tho i hav no more things to buy.
| Thoughts Became Words At 3:09 PM |
totally broke after buying this adidas 25th anniversary superstar. hahaha. 139 bucks. but i like it. shit and i just discovered 5 gb really not enuf for me. too many songs. dunno wad to take out. anw i think my BT die liao. no mood to study at all. gg to get into trouble with teachers.
| Thoughts Became Words At 2:28 PM |
new layout ppl! like this layout alot... hope u all like it too!
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:20 PM |
to ftc enemy ground three faith for holding it so well! props to all hu took part! tho i screwed up majorly but it was a very fun experience. definitely taking part again next year assuming im not cropped up with some ns shit. battle mood this year is so fun! tho got some heated moments. chino and the other thai breaker fucking dope power combos. hmmm props to dinesh for getting the best bboy award too. anw after dat went for some midnight breaking with inertians. zihan oso. haha. tho i break a while then go home liao. cos my elbow and shoulder fucking pain after all the teapots and airchairs. and it was 1 plus and my phone keeps having 5 missed calls from my mum.
| Thoughts Became Words At 2:16 AM |
wooohoo thru tai ko ness got thru heats of floorskillz 3!!! props to tosh and dome! hmmm today reached ps at 4 lidat... a few of the bboys reach liao... then started warm up loh.. then saw chin hoe and lijing..haha.. thanks for coming down even tho u all left b4 it was my turn.. hmmm the thai team was dope, the chino(sp.?) was super dope. then this power mover did 12 airflares during warmup. wtf. k floorskillz was not really diff compared to last year, but got more foreign crews, and all of the ppl improve a lot liao. and im competing. haha. was damn hot and squeezy tho. hmm. battles were generally dope. no crews were too strong and no crews were too weak. basically all watchable. hmm many ppl esp. norbin were bu shuang the attitude of some malay breakers tho. hmm think my battle was breaking pt for some. i was doing turtles in response to the guy from battledinosaurs when he kicked me. hahaa. in the face summore. wtf. but i not really hot la, just lidat loh. but apparently many ppl angry for me. haha. anw the djs were dope. better than last year. super skills. and kreate is one of the judges! dopeness. tho kok said kreate looked damn sian diao during the first few battles. haha. hmmmtoday was like my second battle ever, and the first major battle ever. so got mind block. didnt even do my proper tops and footwork. scrwed up some parts too. sigh. will try to be more zhen ding tmr. and do some guai lan tops. watch out for innovative tops tmr peeps. i hope.
| Thoughts Became Words At 11:29 PM |
march is happening month for bboying la. 12-13 got floorskillz. 19 got crossover battle @ JB. 28 got Body Language. wtf. i am damn hum for floorskillz la. never really decided to join until only last monday. so my tops and footwork will b like shit. and its my first major battle. so if i screw up not really totally my fault. but i scared lian lei tosh and dome. freak. so i will still try my best. hopefully can perform. but as for crossover battle dun think i gg la. tho kelvin ask me to go with ftc they all. cause need to prepare for block test. and dun really like malaysia as a country. yea. hmmm as for body language really considering loh. cos not much time to prepare for it tho. and cant find ppl to join with. and doing solo is damn tiring la. but after missing talentime really feel the need to perform liao. and body lang is like one of the few opportunities left. damn. and im damn extra shagged recently la. wtf. hmmm i oso thinking whether i shd bia bowling. cos chances of entering team, even the 2nd one quite xiong. cause a lot of ppl. if i really want bia think need buy reactive ball. and that means money. and that means what the fuck.
| Thoughts Became Words At 4:44 PM |
yoyoyoyo im taking part in floorskillz finally! teaming up with inertia they all... the teams are: me, tosh and dome; kok, andrew and chiro; jordan, nick and de hui. for my team, the team name most likely STD... haha..the initials of our names.. dope or wad.. hope we can at least cause a ripple or 2 on saturday night.. if not cause a splash... yea... tho im quite nervous but i will do my best... yea.. cos scared next year ns cannot take part liao.. hahaha... so i will lub breaking this week, lucky i got bia some work already, can relack a bit now... wish me luck this sat peeps!
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:36 PM |
