yo ppl. im wondering how come kiet celest and yj suddenly wonder about death and stuff lidat. now then wonder meh. i was wondering and scaring myself when i was seven lidat la. i used to stay up awake all night thinking of how it is like to die, and how final death is. the finality really is damn scary if you think about it. imagine. no more hearing of laughter. no more having coool water flow down your throat. no more sense of touch. no more thoughts. no more smell of the sea. no more feel of the grass. no more feel of the sun's warmth. you are no more, and feel no more. the people around you go on in this world while you leave and forget everything you have ever known.
but maybe because i never bother to think about this for quite some time, no longer that scared liao. die then die. you cannot do anything about it.
using two quotes that i also put in one of my previous entries:
I knew a man who once said, "death smiles at us all; all a man can do is smile back." ~From the movie Gladiator
Some people are so afraid to die that they never begin to live. ~Henry Van Dyke
Life Goes On niggas hahahaa
as for karma, i dun really believe that much in it. dun ask me why, i dun really have a reason. just do whatever you feel is right and makes you happy, and adheres to your conscience. no need to whole day worry about retribution, to me its a bit altruistic, doing good so that you benefit in the end.
as for kh's "thought provoking" blog, i think quite sian. hahaha no offence kh, im happy you blogged finally with your own stuff. but whats the big deal with the nkf thing, i think its undisputed that hes a charlatan, but we should still continue to donate, except maybe not having NKF as a medium.
the NS men thing, i think its really a bit scary, but theres nothing you can do really... just live well and fully can liao...
im watching superstar now, its really damn fei la. damn lousy. goes to show how lousy many singaporeans have, only support ppl with better looks and no talent...
| Thoughts Became Words At 11:20 PM |
