finally a song update. meaningful and qt relevant. some of u might have hear it b4 tho
"I'll Still Be Missing You"
[Intro: Puff Daddy]
Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (c'mon, check it out)
[Verse One: Puff Daddy]
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you'll open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to concea
lCan't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death
[Chorus: Faith Evans]
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin' of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you
[Puff] I miss you Big
[Verse Two: Puff Daddy]
It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin' down (eheh)
Watchin' us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death
[Chorus]
[Faith Evans] Somebody tell me why
[Interlude: Faith Evans]
One black morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face
[Outro: 112]
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[Puff] Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] Is a day that I get closer
[Puff] To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[Puff] We miss you Big... and we won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] Cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] We miss you Big
[Chorus 2X with variations]
[Chorus 1X with interlude 2X over the top to fade]
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:20 AM |
yo ppl pls take the time and read this.. its a bit long but trust me its v interesting... im nt v sure whether this really happened but still its probable.. and reasonable.. no reason it isnt true. and you might b interested to know that many alternate theories of christianity --the Gnostics, or even this Anton Lavey's Church of Satan advocates discovery of an individual's potential-- be it in any area.
http://www.fullmoon.nu/articles/art.php?id=talif this true i dont mind believing in God. and thus not believing in the Church. hahaha. confused? read this. and other books about such individual-potential-maximize stuff, which i have :)
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:36 AM |
yo ppl look at the time.. haha just got back...from a not bad day
afternoon went with parents to bugis to walk around... one of the rare times i can go out with them la... and i must be one the rare ppl to go out with parents to shop at bugis wah lau
there is damn a lot of ppl. but i think town shd b 2 times worse la. but still not bad shopping trip. dad bought me 1 arnold palmer polo tee (polo tees rock, as in polo tees are zai. not the sweet go kick the stone) and 1 levis boxers (not mrs lee go ns and punch all the officers). yeah. and my dad is going to give me 200 to buy 1 tee and 2 pants? wah lau. means i shd have some leftovers to buy shoes soon muahahahaha and that is before i even start work and get pay sias.
after that 7 pm went espl break. more ppl then i expected. what does this show? bboys are losers. all no life. whole day break break break. break ge lan. act cool. lanjiao. act cool until no girl want. who spends christmas eve with a bunch of sweaty guys trying to act cool? all no life la.
but dun really have mood to break la. festive season. feel like just relack one corner. oso everyone watch aiki, hiro and RF breaking, all just sit down there. i know aiki is damn zai. headdrill 7 round to airchair, but if we just watch him we will nvr catch up la. at least break and watch and get motivated la. if continue lidat SG scene really cmi la.
so me and kok went to find some other place to eat and break. and get away from the ppl who r chionging espl for the countdown shits.
went kallang wanted to eat yong he dou jiang, but realized there no place to break. so went down to tampines. outside old Sogo building. did some tops. security guard is fuck, keep on walking out to see us. sia la christmas eve bomb sogo old sogo building
break a while, sweat a lot, so we sat down chill. two guys in a corner late at night. damn gay. but we talked abt a lot of stuff. mostly abt BGR. we both nvr stead with girls b4. and our experiences act rather similar in some parts. so it was a rather personal and good talk. haha i think he now know more of my thoughts and experiences than any other person.
sigh but just now as espl got his cca mate bumb into him and ask him monday go jog. wah lau so fast trying to find target liao. valentines day i cannot spend with a bunch of sweaty guys again la. 2 months plus more only.
we sat till first train, go home, so here i am. i think i still damn awake despite eating a lot (even for my standards) and drinking 1 can of heineken (which is quite little act.). shit. i think i need to go try get some sleep now. cos i think i later go meet my bunch of sweaty guys again. christmas dun want to spend it at home watching home alone or smthng. yeah xmas rocks later go espl can meet those damn cool guys that spin around SIOL
| Thoughts Became Words At 6:48 AM |
tops and footwork here i come
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:12 AM |
rather sick, so just now went espl couldnt do a shit. (rhymes a bit) <--this rhymes too btw
but anw after breaking went bedok to eat. super zai. damn long nvr go there liao. ate 1 plate hokkien mee, 1 bowl ice jelly, 1 goreng pisang and 1 plate of fried oyster. yeah so im now super full, and in great danger. hahaa who eats goreng pisang and fried oyster when you're sick? so i think i tmr wake up will feel damn shuang. yeah.
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:34 AM |
it is ironic how we post our daily experiences and thoughts on our blogs but never fail to leave out the sadder parts of our life. haha if ure thinking that i am gg to post some of that, ure wrong. haha. but as some of you have observed things have not being gg well for me. yup. when you just want to stare out of the window in silence and wonder about those things you only wonder about when you're staring out of the window. but well, hope everything turns fine soon. yup.
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:53 PM |
went breaking just now. on a SUnday. woot. take mrt SUPER a lot of ppl. but go espl surprisingly v few passer bys. sians.
but met kelvin and norbin halfway and we went suntec to meet hao and liang. walked around. went toys R' us. WOOT. go there super super super nostalgic. see all the toy guns, all the transformers, all the Lego (bigboxes with the castles), the water guns and stuff. fel t damn sad and happy at the same time. happy because like go back to childhood days. rmb your family gg department store to shop and u say u go toys section while they can shop all they want elsewhere? arhh and they were playing some v nice christmas song with children singing and bells and stuff. damn nostalgic. Christmas as a child was the best.
sad because you can never go back to those days le. gone forever. you see all the children running around laughing and trying the "Try Me"s and you feel happy for them but sad for yourself. dunno how to describe la. you ppl shd go someday and exp. it yourselves.
and the toys have advanced greatly la. wad Robosapien and Roboraptor, like Aibo lidat one. getting hightech. kids are getting better stuff.
christmas coming. sian no one to go out with. im fei. think i go work on xmas. get the 13 bucks per hour pay. hahaa
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:45 AM |
my dad didnt want to even LEND me money which i can return after i start work. wad the lan. i hav 10 bucks in my wallet now. yeah. so i guess now i eat bread for 3 meals. yup.
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:21 AM |
zzzzzzz. so the motorola roadshow thing is a shit. imagine u r given a stack of notes as thick as National Income Determination notes and its abt all the motorola stuff. all the jargon and numbers. 8 bucks per hour oso not like that rite. so gave it up.
went break for and hour and a half just now. too tired. got hiro and the faith exist guy (archi or something). but still v sian. plz dun tell me my bout of motivation-deficiency is coming back again.
reached home earlier than usual(12.15), lifted a few dumbbells, did a few pushups, ate 4 slices of chesdale cheese, drank 1 mug of Brownes milk, 2 slices of Bonjour MilkBread with some orange jam and 1 packet of Khong Guan sultana biscuits.
tmr shd b gg celest house to relack one corner. but tmr need to call the beer promo person to arrange for job interview. and i need to run someday. stamina like a gugujiao. and i am STILL severely trapped in poverty. although i am still hoping that my dad will give me money out of a sudden, i shall search for a job with full effort. It is better to teach a man how to catch a fish than give him a fish. (40 marks)
am getting interested in classical music. just d/led The Four Seasons by Vivaldi. nice sia.
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:50 AM |
hahaha i decided not to go for the trip. too long a period le. and i not gd enough to go qie cuo with koreans. yup.
i am still trapped in the vicious cycle of poverty. help. one day i get 10 bucks (excluding sunday which i get nothing). so one week 60 bucks. without any bonuses whatsoever. i go out about 6 days a week. one BK meal 6 bucks, plus breaking very thirsty need but drink 2 bucks. 8 bucks. plus snacks, dead. not to mention i need to buy books (cant break the whole day) to read, need to buy a bigger bag, and there r some misc stuff u have to spend, like loyalty cards and movies tickets. and plz dun tell me not to go out, cos at home is utter sian.
anw ive been hearing a lot of ppl say now life is damn sian. dats is damn cock la, when studying and exam period whole day say cant wait till exams over, now exam period u cant even make gd use of your life. it is one period when u have no definite thing holding you down, you can now do whatever you like in whatever manner you desire, 24/7. one of the rare periods in the whole of your life when u can plan what to do for the whole day. it is the time u can live your life u meant it to la.
but that dosnt mean having screwed up body clocks. haahha i have to change it le. been sleeping at 4 and waking at 12. think shall revert to the sleep at 1 and wake at 8 schedule.
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:07 PM |
updateupdate.
just came back from breaking. pieces of my scalp was stuck to my hiar like dandruff. cos did head stuff like spin and 1 hand headstand. so my scalp is coming off. sexy.
still dun really that motivated to break. but got at least some moves i aiming to get down.
arggh now deciding whether to go korea with inertia not. need to reply tmr, or rather later. damn. go ther for a week plus with inertians, Chris bringing us around, break with a crew there, maybe can meet more like T.I.P and Gambler etc. WOOT. like Mecca lidat. arggh. pros: can go there breathe KOREAN AIR and instantly become zai. hahaha. can spend christmas in a cold and SNOWING place. accomodation is FREE. break no need sweat a lot. and i rather spend Christmas with Korean breakers than without a gf. hahahahahahhaa
but. Cons: it's a week plus. so less time to spend with those frens gg army in jan. less time to work and earn some cash (which i desparately need now). only 3 inertians gg, so nt that fun. need to bring a shitload of stuff, cos its freaking cold there rite now. need 3 to 4 layers. and it still feels a little weird celebrating Christmas overseas. tho i dun really celebrate it and i've been overseas(Korea, too) during Christmas before.
argghhh how. think i later no need sleep le. spend the whole night weighing pros and cons. lanjiaos.
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:45 AM |
weel yesterday went for Step It Up jam, but nvr compete. just dun feel prepared. i didnt even cypher la. too tired. for all who dont know, i lost all motivation/drive/inspiration for the past week. didnt break for 6 days. watch vids also dun feel much.
but after gg to the jam(props to inertia for holding it) and soaking in the atmosphere now getting back the mood liao. yup yup. roughly know what i want to concentrate on for now.
the jam was dope. SG's first underground jam - no major commercial sponsors, no public hype-- just a jam by bboys for bboys. hahaha. hoping for another one next year.
havnt get my pants for prom yet. think my mum cannot borrow around. so means have to buy. from my own pocket. pros. im broke. whole day go out eat fast food and drink coffee. i need to buy pants, maybe cut hair, maybe get a hoodie, and maybe an Opeth CD. yeah. and i now have exactly 10 bucks in my wallet now. Scarcity la
as prom nears means its going to end soon and means i need to get job soon. means more cash and less time soon.
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:07 AM |
