im writing this shortly after receiving kh's call that he cant make it for the stayover. knn. hahahaa but really nothing against u la kh. just referring to general case. includes everyone, including you, me as well.
seriously despite all our promises and proclaiments (sp?) that we will gather and meet even after jc graduation i really think its freaking hard. even to get half the class together in one place will be damn hard. even for this period, with 4 guys not in army yet and the girls having temporary jobs, getting even the non-army ppl together is proving near impossible alr la, let alone when all guys in army, when everyone is busying in uni, when everyone has other frens, when everyone is weighed down by permament jobs , when everyone as their own family.. only 4 ppl can make it for the stayover in the end la...rather sad..
dats one sad fact of life loh. the ppl who come into our life, who cross our paths, with whom we share one moment of our lives with--perhaps they are just like the actors on a stage--they come, and go. yes, some stay a little longer, some perhaps even stay till u die, till the show ends, but for the rest, they come into each of our lives, serve their part, complete their role in the respective periods in which they appear in our lives, then disappear forever... no ending credits where they come out again in the end and take a final bow. perhaps i myself am a mere passer by in the life of whoever is reading this. perhaps the reader himself is a mere passer by in the lives of many other ppl. and theres really nothing we can do abt it. except maybe appreciate those times when these passers by come briefly into our lives.
hahahahaa dunno why i typing this, but really loh. perhaps the next time i see chin in CBD, the next time i see kh in some bar with his frens, the next time i drive and look into the car beside me and see phyllis driving, the next time i go gym(which is damn low chance) and see desmond there being personal trainer(HAHAHAHAHAHAHA) what passes between us may be just a smile, a wave, a "hi", before we pass other once more.
| Thoughts Became Words At 11:43 PM |
ok today was damn er. wanted to go break after a 3 day break (.....) but upon reaching there realized only hellboys were there. woots. so i msged norbin whether ftc breaking. "we dun think breaking today.. going zouk." hahahahaaa uber proness la. i was er dao by my suayness. so i went hmv to walk around. sian. so went gramophone to walk around. also sian. so i took train from city hall to tanah merah then change train to take to airport. wanted to go coffee bean to relive my muggin days.
haha tho those days were freaking sian but actually rather hui wei. rmb those full muggin days at airport. first bk for breakfast then walk to coffee bean for drink then sit down and do those other jc papers or read econs model essays. watch other ppl mug beside me. if sian then move place to macs or bk again to mug. sometimes got special guest to join me hahaha like chin hy yj yx np shouheng guanhow...
but alas i went to where coffee bean was and there was a blank space. like it just disappeared. seriosuly i think coffee bean abt to collapse alr loh. last time white sands oso got one branch oso close down. aiprort such lucrative location oso close. gay la. but really starbucks owns loh. coffee bean;'s drinks are like 75% milk loh. rather er actually.
so i walked back to starbucks and bought myself an iced mocha valencia and read my book. seriously i have been chionging the book but it dosnt seem to be finishing soon. gay book.
anw hahaa today i wore my opeth tee. felt like a metalhead. hahahaa i didnt even wax my hair la... imagine me without spiky hair :X
think later gg to chiong my book again. shd b able to finish after tmr hopefully...anw ppl help me do the table thing below leh...
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:45 PM |
haha took the link from kh's blog... ppl who know who i am pls take your time to do this..
http://kevan.org/johari?name=samuelpeck
| Thoughts Became Words At 8:05 PM |
YEAH finally found Lamentations DVD... damn shuang... going to watch it later after this... bought an opeth shirt from the same shop too, not exactly v nice, but hecks hahahaaa.
anw ppl do watch the korean movie A Season for Love! its rather nice... one of the nicer ones i have watched in a v long time hahahaa... its rather sad and touching, altho the ending is super not happy, got 2 deaths and 2 failed relationships, but still its really rather nice. the soundtrack also rather nice, the last time i noticed a movie's soundtrack while watching the movie is LOTR... but dun think i getting the ost la, just that the soundtrack caught my ear during the movie, which is rather rare..
arrghhh i seriously hav super a lot of stuff to do over the i month plus i have left. hahahaha. watch lamentations dvd, watch seabiscuit, watch lords of dogtown + documentry, watch 8 episodes of Pride, complete need for speed, read finish 2 and a half books.... not to mention normal life like running swimming breaking gg out sleeping surfing net.... hahahha seriously i think im gg to bia all those dvds and vcds in one week or so...after that chiong the books tho its really a lot of words to read... ARGHHHH army is kaninabechaocheebyelanjiaomao la. SIGH
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:45 AM |
woke up today morning, ate apple strudel for breakfast.
went to run at pasir ris park, 3.2 km, just a slow run in an empty park past the beach with gentle sea breeze blowing in my face.
ate mutton soup for lunch.
went online, surf net, played need for speed, beat one boss.
watched breaking videos.
took train to city hall, while on train listened to Pale Folkllore--Agalloch, napped on train.
reached city hall, break.
went home, ate apple strudel plus slices of cheese plus ferrero rocher plus 1 can of heineken.
realized dat heineken actually rather er. think sapporo rules all after trying so many diff types of beer.
then came online, blogging this.
hahahahaa you must be wondering why im blogging abt this shitty schedule. like nothing special wad. tho a bit packed la, i usually dun run and break on the same day. but then as it was said in Tuesdays with Morrie its the sheer normality that makes it special hahahahaaaaaaaa. really loh. when i go army it will b near impossible to have days like this anymore. i actually enjoyed today loh. tho it seems rather normal. hahahaa so kh you shd really heed yx's advice and stop working soon and spend time for yourself. cos when u go army ur time belongs to the state. hahaa anw think im gg to read my book later b4 gg to sleep. complete a normal day hahahaa
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:52 AM |
sian.
| Thoughts Became Words At 9:30 PM |
omg omg omg... for floorskills (17th and 18th march) this year the foreign judge is freaking TEKNYC all the way from USA repping SKILL METHODZ/ROCK STEADY CREW. wth wth wth wth wth. freaking zai la. and the other 2 judges r gd too, felix and another guy from 7 Dollar Crew...cant wait for this yrs la.... even tho there r like KNN A LOT of foreign crews trying to gope cash money and give SG ppl no chance, cos there are like 1 japan crew 1 korean crew 4 from thailand... so its really very hard for SG crew to even clinch a place in the top 3... but its really good to see the scene heating up... 1st prize this yr is 1500 la... not bad sias... i expect to see increasing trend in prize money loh..
AND WADS MORE... teknyc having this workshop on 19th for 20 bucks.. 2 hours... I CONFIRM GOING la... knnccblj....its like erm... having zidane teach you soccer for 2 hours... like sharapova teach you tennis for 2 hours...like kaihong teach you how to say damn lousy lame jokes HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.... wah lau cant wait la knn...
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:25 AM |
okok due to increase in popular demand (thus shifting AD curve to the right) i shall do the 8 aspects thing hahahaa but not in order la. different combination for diff ppl. no need have all 8 even. but rather important to me la.
1. Be Frank
not as in must become the ex canoeist who was in golf last time in RI and likes to as if around in reading room. hahaa. but as in be tan bai. not as in must become tan chin hoe and me at the same time...AHH ENOUGH. hahaha frankness is important loh. i know its hard to ask that a from a girl, that she says what she is unhappy abt, what she really expects and stuff lidat, but at least do expose some. hint also can. just dun bottle up everything. a realtionship that is not frank is like frank enstein. hahahaa
2. Likes Music
no need be a music freak like me who downloads a least one whole album every week, but at least interested in exploring diff kinds of music... but still must like me more than music HAHAHAHAA
3. Appreciate Humour
hahahaa at least MY type of humour...hahaa i know its pretty hard but still can try wad. and its best if can replicate some of it to me hahaa
4. Understanding
the most freaking important and vital and hard to come by aspect la... seriously it influences a lot... must understand that a guy can never spend 24/7 with her, must understand he has other interests, must understand that a guy does pms sometimes, must understand that guys do make those mistakes guys make, blahblahblah. and must understand that the guy will also try to be understanding(at least for me hahahahaha) and finally must understand the importance of understanding each other hahaha knn
5. Loyal
duh.
6. Have Dress Sense
haha this might seem a bit trivial but seriously looks are important la. just dress simple and nice can alr. no kua zhang make up no 12 bangles swarming one wrist no VON DUTCH no as if strut-around. hahahaa simplicity is sex appeal loh. like ipod lidat. hahahaaaaa
7. Be a Good Listener
actually this is not so hard since i dun really talk much besides all the crap shit. but a good listener makes a good gf. and a good prudential agent............. knn to me
8. cant think of any more alr... knn la 8 a bit too much la how come must expect so much no wonder DD curve for vietnamese brides is shifting to the left la
| Thoughts Became Words At 3:09 PM |
i finally broke the monotony of playing NFS:MW and reading books and staying at home eating and sleeping...cos yesterday i finally exercised.. wore my 169 bucks airmax90s to have a run in the park.. muahahaha.. around 3.4km, nt bad considering the last time i ran was last yr napfa... damn shuang la, listening to my creative flash mp3 player, feeling the sea breeze in a park with nearly noone.. think i running again tmr
hmm later think im gg town to walk around by myself. hahaha. go kino see bks, go far east time club and maybe get the watch that i still haven get yet. then maybe go coffee bean to get back my addiction hahaha. and shd b breaking after that. nothing too hiong tho, cant afford to injure myself all over again. my legs haven really completely heal tho.
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:28 AM |
KNNCCB listen to the song hwachong peeps.. listen loud and long and feel knn nostalgic! im gg to upload the song onto my ipod and listen it for the whole day la. knn. haha thanks to px for finding and GOPE-ing the song..anw its taken from this site :
http://www.hwachoo.a-cro.net/index.html .... at first i saw it i was like knn i confirm gg back for this. then i saw the venue hahahaa
shit my knees still pain. sigh. want to break.. after watching extreme crew video..and bgirl red is really damn chio. argghs.
| Thoughts Became Words At 9:02 PM |
well well yesterdayi went to buy need for speed most wanted to play. hahaha after trying it out in lan sop, i just i really am destined to revert back to my no life gaming days in sec sch.
but the game really knnccblj nice. graphics damn nice, sleek fast cars, unlimited customization possiblities, fucking zai music, and just great fun. a bit like grand theft auto, as in u can roam around the city and there are stops where u can buy parts, buy cars and stuff. got damn fun police chases too. hahahahit im messing up my plans to tone up my body and to break with this game.
my knees still pain tho. shits. and i heard larry cracked his wrist. cannot compete floorskills. sad la. train so hard for this moment, now have to wait for another yr.
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:16 PM |
well well is 2am and i just got back from a rather nt bad day.. tho im now sitting with my legs totally striaght and with salonpas plasters on each of my knees..details on dat later
hmmms today morning lidat went tchs gym... seriously hor tchs damn rich la.. now they building some dunno wad building at the old hostel there... and new hostel oso building what i think its the hwa chong international school thingy. too gay and as if le.
but anws went gym with wen kai, did gainers. but the first one of them i landed on knees on the gym mat, cushioned, yes, but still knn pain in the left knee. it was still rather pain when i left gym and went coro to eat nasi lemak at tenderfresh (nostalgia!) and all the way from sch to town.. and yea basically for the whole day.
hahaha i did the gainer got one new china coach wad lk "ah? zhe ze mo zhuo ah? bu ke neng ma?" haha damn funny. summore hes rather pro in gym one, can anyhow do backflip 360 those type.. hahaha seriously bboys and gymnasts have a lot to share with each other...
yea after dat went town to meet kok. he wants to go apple centre @ wheelock to check out ipod 5G. apple centre is no longer opp. sakae sushi, but further down, after the nike shop. damn big now. played arnd with the 5G. rather nt bad resolution. then i heard can trade in my 4G, so i went ot ask how much its worth. knn the guy tell me 100 la. haha i rather keep my good old 4G.
den after that we went down to kovan to meet fuyo ppl. went to eat at some supposed to be pro hawker place. ah li shan. nt bad meal la. got curry fish head got oatmeal prawn (1 prawn 3.50 bucks each knn) got this fucking cheebye pro si4 ji4 dou4 that was so pro that we ordered another plate... but i damn full from the tenderfresh so didnt really eat much.
after dat we went lan shop opposite. damn long nvr go lan shop alr la. 4 of us nvr play dota, so we went to surf net. watched breaking vids at maximum volume and bass. hahahaa. and later oso played need for speed underground. fucking cheebye nice. feel like buying to play. knn.
then we went kovan bus interchange to break. time was around 11 alr. the interchange rather few buses, and theres a stage thing there with nt bad floor. so we break there. seven2smoke!!! hahaha rather nt bad. tho i had like knn zero tops and zero footwork still i ahd great fun la. but got one part i dunno why siao siao go and do gainer and land on my knees AGAIN. and this time on concrete floor. it was so pain that i took the pain and put on window AHHH. but really damn pain haha. i couldnt bend my legs without feeling any pain, but i got continue a few more rounds. wah lau hardcore bboy loh. wah lau.
but sigh after the seven2smoke i really feel i got loads more to brush up on. sigh. im rather fei la. knn. need to chiong chiong chiong.
sigh at first tmr morn, or rather later, gg to ecp to flip one. but now i cant even bend my cheebye legs. i had diffculty getting into the cab just now la. sigh. gg to be mia for a few days....
| Thoughts Became Words At 2:01 AM |
well well today did showcase at ngee ann poly.. open house..but onliy when i got there i discover we are actually dancing for sony ericsson la... haha but good money la, showcase abt 6 mintues lidat, get 100 bucks. so 2 days, 12 min, 200 bucks. YEAH. and i realize intelligence is probably really inversely proportional to looks. all the weird weird neighbourhood schs come for open house wad, wah lau knn a lot of chiobus. those alr in the poly oso. knn.
because take bus to town from ngee ann poly will pass by hc, so i was staring out the window and looking at tchs pass by... all the dirty jokes and the porn videos and the sweat and blood in gym and the fun in toilet block... then suddenly tchs was behind me, then came hc.. carrying memories of class bench school songs school dance lame jokes dr siva ponning lectures and plain great fun.. really lk movie lidat loh, tchs then hc pass by.. wah lau dat moment i really feel uber nostalgic la. really a bit want to cry lidat. like i suddenly want to just alight and walk up back gate to hc past the rock wall to class bench and sit and people watch... remember the amphitheatre where the class discussed the orientation item.. lt3 where we sat in for ph lect and pass message say got bird nest on top... canteen food with the cai fan and pro chicken rice and the er xing hokkien mee... class bench where we relacked between lessons and vandalised during first 3 months and gossiped with seniors abt guy and girl rankings in our class and mugged for As.... even reading room with the smell and the as if mugger gods...
somemore i just read yx's entry/poem... all the memories come back la. sigh i didnt nostalgia can really hurt..
haha back to the present. im still rich. help. hahahaaa. gg to buy a watch soon. roughly know what to get le. my breaking has been stagnant or even backtracking now, but i really hope its because of my exhaustion. hope to rest after tmrs showcase. but other than that life is nt bad la. i remain glad that i didnt go in amry in jan
| Thoughts Became Words At 11:00 PM |
well well today went to break.. feels gd sia... but nvr break for more than 1 week le.. damn out of touch.. but still felt happy to get back onto the floor again haha
b4 that chatted with kok, he describe army until i a bit want to go in alr. haha dunno leh, all the stuff abt funny bengs and vulgarities and dirty jokes and stuff has the echoes of tchs life. nt that im looking forward to the footdrills and numerous restrictions tho.
sigh today my ownage elbowspins are knn la. ave. 2 rounds only. and my pro speed also gone. i just traded my breaking away for 875 bucks la.
but got money now also nt bad. can spend. nt that i have a lot to spend on. think i will just splurge it on food.
anw today got knn a lot of ppl. becuase of chun dao he pan. and really KNN alot of ppl. more than countdown for 2006. but at least for the whole night saw 1 chiobu. only 1, but knn chio. dress in office clothing. resembles zerene but tanner, meatier, and chioer. knnccb. when she walk past us we were all silent. like look at her walk past. then when she was gone everybody was like "knn gan chio" la hahaa
yeayyyyyyyyy tmr, or later act., im gg to get my salary. yeahhh. then shd b gg to walk arnd town with kok, then gg to scout for places to break with him. planning to underground around. shd b checking out dhoby ghaut mrt and airport. but kok say telok kurau can use studio. 1 month 200 bucks. nt bad. if share with 4 ppl and break thrice a week means one session one person pay 3 bucks only. yeah if really got studio it will gan pro and gan fun.
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:14 AM |
