well hahaha i just chionged to have my hair shaved today.... hahahaha didnt really want to shave so early, but dunno wad came over me.. so im now botak again... forgot how liang2 it is alr..
8 more days to army. a part of me cant wait. all the team bonding shit, all the responsibility shit, all the independence shit, all the physical training shit, all the flies coming when field camp u take a shit
but the other part screams a loudloud tamadechaocheebyelanjiaotoubaozainaragingballofcrimsonflame. all my breaking, needforspeed, sneakers, books, MUSIC, chiobus in town, hiphop dancers at esplanade (theres not one very chio one but heck) and of course GOOD FOOD will all be gone... replaced by cigarette breaks, needforspeed in SOC, army boots and NewBalance sneakers, stupid army manuals and manures, parade commands and stupid songs sung when marching, chiobus on pictures pasted on sergeant's desk, gay dancers at RecruitsNight (theres not one very chio one, fuck) and of course CHICKEN PONGTAY RICE AND CABBAGE RICE. (in case ure slow and dumb, im doing some direct contrasting here between what comes after tamadechaocheebyelanjiaotoubaozainaragingballofcrimsonflame and wad comes after replaced by)
seriously i really feel like going uni now la... for the girls out there, u all probably saying tamadechaocheebyelanjiaotoubaozainaragingballofcrimsonflame, cos need to study again soon... but seriously, us guys shd have the privilege of saying tamadechaocheebyelanjiaotoubaozainaragingballofcrimsonflame la... 62 times somemore... studying is good loh... now i finally understand why older generation everytime say this... cos they last time oso enjoyed it.. after stepping out into society then they realized compared to schooling its really tamadechaocheebyelanjiaotoubaozainaragingballofcrimsonflame.
sigh. whatever is in small quantity u will treasure more. 8 days left. im going to make full use of it la.
and im going to have the most positive attitude towards army as i can. love the life u live and live the life you love. hahaaa. altho im still gg to try report injury and try downgrade to pes c and be a chao geng tamadechaocheebyelanjiaotoubaozainaragingballofcrimsonflame
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:12 AM |
yo ppl check this out... 22 months bboy...haha..zai..
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6ow4xq47-XM
| Thoughts Became Words At 11:33 PM |
update update.
breaking for this week has been rather good. lots of inspiration. lots of creative ideas. and rather on form too. teapot to head drill 2 and a half rounds, even tho i never learn headspin b4. but this phenomenon is good and bad. good becos well its shows i have drive and motivation now, and am improving. bad becos it will make me more sian diao abt army cos it will rob me of all these. cannot loh. must have positive attitude towards army. otherwise cmi.
and i just had my first wound in 2 yrs of breaking, i think. shoulder there bleeding. dunno why. think the ground had some sharp shit. was damn obvious juz now la, was wearing white shirt, the right shoulder there was filled with red patches...hahaha but i didnt really notice i was bleeding until someone told me "wah lau you so hardcore issit break till liu xue"...
still haven shave... shall shave when my gatsby wax spray runs out hahahaa
| Thoughts Became Words At 11:35 PM |
chaocheebye im really damn bushuang now. towards no one in particular actually.
cos i just chatted with my gym junior. he and other juniors are in hc breaking club. which i didnt have a good opinion of in the first place. he asked me why i nvr join fs2006. i told him i underground first. he askn wads dat. ok i know undergrounding is nt exactly a hiphop term and ppl from other cultures use it, but i just popped the qn, "you into bboying you dunno hiphop talk?"
then he say "huh felix(teaching there) never teach us. whats hiphop? breaking same as hiphop meh? tot different?"
"COS MAD SEPARATE THEM."WAD THE FUCK. if in hc breaking club was like subclub in mad im ok la. breaking different from "Music and Dance"? wad the cheebye? does dat mean breaking hasnt no shit to do with music and dance? all about the moves?
and somemore its really damn cheebye to hear someone say hes into bboying but dunno wad exactly hiphop is. fucking knn la. THATS the thing why i damn bushuang when the club was set up. cos you will be 100% sure there will loads of learn-moves-to-be-cool wannabes joining so that they can be those mtv dancers spinning around to 50 cent and seal paul.
and dats why i nvr really had a good impression of so called "hiphop dancers." dats just some shaking of booty and warped, mtv-industralised dance steps that orginated from the original, pure, unadulterated forms--breaking, locking, popping and some more others. this new dance shit is often called "mtv style". which is chaocheebye style. so a girl gyrating to some heavy bass beats and a guy Ushering around is considered a hiphop dancer while a bboy is just a bboy and has nothing to do with hiphop? fuck la, i bet u ask any 'hiphop dancer' about the 4 elements (or 5 for some ppl) he will say wtf is dat. and dat is seriously wad the fuck.
this will probably the post with the most vulgarities so far. but im really damn bushuang. had to type this to let off some steam. fucking cheebye knn
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:50 AM |
well my comp dosnt want me to blog abt floorskillz cos it crashed twice when i was typing the entry. in summary it was dopeest fs ever, tho only 1 sg crew made it to within top3 (RF 3rd) it was a damn rewarding experience. Congrats to 7$ for winning it.
anw today was the Teknyc workshop. I cant believe i didnt really want to go at first cos i was damn sian and tired (woke up at 130). but dragged myself there.
Im glad i did la. knn. it was damn zai. at this zai studio at newton. Next Stage. teknyc taught us some basic (but not that simple at all) tops that had us all sweating and remarking how everyone's tops would b the same next fs hahahaa...
but the zhong dian is later he gave us a speech of sorts... fucking zai and inspiring... its damn rare to have one of the damn zai veterans of the thing you love talk to you la... its like listening to Iverson in front of you talking to you abt bball.. wad he said was damn zai..too much to for me to type everything here but one thing he said that really struck me was cos ppl always try to think out of the box in bboying, always do those 'abstract' shits like Circus Runaways and Ichigeki... but then he said "although you may try to be out the box, you cant ignore that the box is still there." means no matter wad your direction is, you cant forget your foundation. cos its your foundation that makes you a bboy. fucking dope. got a lot more he said that was damn zai, but lazy to type and cant really rmb now (2.18am ccb)
teknyc was not the only damn zai bboy that i personally came face-to-face and talked to... presenting Lamarock! from FreshSox (Australia).... knn nobody in SG really knows he defeated ALIEN NESS la... how shen is that...
and not to forget Gonza. fucking dope and fucking gay. hahahaaaa. take photo must kiss then guy beside him. pretend to suck cock. play the face twitching thing. imagine u see this damn zai bboy from thailand wah doing handglide to airfreeze drop to unstabbed airchair like damn zai then he come over to you and wink and blow you a kiss...hahahahaa hes freaking funny la
i have new direction in breaking le... sian la now must go army soon only when i have renewed motivation to break.. knn..
anwanw i just finished uni registration.. applied for Business @ both NUS and SMU... but smu still so ma fan must send documents to them..if shortlisted still must go for interview.. hmm if both schools accept me, and i think thats damn possible hahahahahahaaaa i really dunno wad to choose.. guess i shall leave that burden to future me...
| Thoughts Became Words At 2:11 AM |
everything is so fucked up now
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:05 PM |
today went break from 3 plus to 11 plus!!!! woots... got go for lunch and dinner and walked around marina sq, but other than dat it was breaking all the way... muahahaha... super hiong... esp when i breaked on mon and tues alr... thank god for redbull...
yeay learning headdrill... then hopefully can link elbowspin to headdrill... chio... feel lk shaving my hair... cos my hair damn er now.. so long v difficult to style... sideburn as long as chen long (AHHHH) botak learn headdrill oso less pain cos no hair gets unrooted...
bought one bag of muah chee at this taiwan specialty shop at marina sq... OWNAGE... 6.90... qt ok... cos i really miss the muah chee from taiwan.. wanted to get the huang li su bu out of stock... i will b back confirm..
ANWANW today really united nations loh..first came Chino (thai) and 2 bgirls (jap and thai) ..then after a while felix and farhan came down with 2 peeps from 7 Dollars Crew (Aus)... then came 3 bboys from Indonesia, including Kreate... they rather zai... super smooth flow.. but nothing to wow about... except chino who has some pretty nice style coming up and of course freaking zai power... easily at least 3-4 round 90s... think his power can lub hazrul's...
arggh anw i really feel lk breaking now.. in the mood... maybe tmr break again.. hahaha still rmb those days when i breaked everyday in the week... freaking tiring..
anwanw i think i applying for those bond-free scholarships offered by the unis themselves... cos i dun want to be tied down... and because those scholarshps are foy AY2006-7 so that i means i next time then start applying... so that means i left uni course to apply only... ahahhaa... less stress now..
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:29 AM |
argggh why must the new leftfoot outlet @ cineleisure sell obey stuff? knn la... one major reason y i like their stuff is because of its exclusiveness... i really hate to wear something and see 4 others wearing it when u walk along town... now ah bengs can cop obey stuff and wear them... in the past the obey boutique was located in some damn ulu part of far east so a bit underground.. now it risks getting donned by every single ah beng u see... like those BILLABONG tee shirts and BILLABONG MESH CAPS and a SLURPING APE or fakes of A BATHING APE (the original brand that is ripped off by DCP) or PUREMILK....
but then i do hope the ah bengs cant appreciate obey designs... and hopefully cant afford em... like stussy stuff... tho its like popularly located in pac plaza but there r rather few ppl sporting stussy stuff... tho there r pretty few ppl running around flaunting their fake stussys...
anw i feel like buying a hoodie/jacket.. from either obey or stussy... can use for uni...
anw today during breaking saw zhao cheng (from 66) walk past... like a knn freaking slut... with 3 guys trailing around her... then they sit down and the guys tried to break and act cool and zhao cheng really appears to be damn drunk and high... sigh... originally tot she was the guai guai type... sigh y must nice girls zhao ta themselves by mixing around with bastards... when theres a proper, decent breaker who dosnt even hao lian around in school... i really feel like becoming a knnccb poser fuck bastard flirt in uni loh... nice guys cant get girls anymore..
anwanw i suppose smu will b no-no for me alr... unless i suddenly decide not to experience hall life... which i think unlikely...
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:48 AM |
sians really dunno wad course to take which uni to go... at first didnt consider smu but after hearing kh describe it and gg to open house today i am swayed (dance with me make me sway AHHHHHH). not really got a lot of chiobu but most of the ppl are kan de shun yan, which nus and ntu clearly lacks hahaa... and maybe its the way they package their brochures, really damn funky and dynamic and hip. and i attended a talk by this irish professor abt social sciences and smu itself. one thing diff abt smu is that the classes are freaking small. like 10-20 liddat. no big big audi lectures with 200 students. so its more interactive, with both teachers and chiobus hahahahaaa.
and the courses in smu really damn flexible. can take any combi of courses for double major or double degree la. and the econs course is more buisness-geared. so more practical in a sense.
but one thing dat really puts me off is smu has no hostel for locals. which is damn knn. i mean, one major zhong dian of uni life is hall life la. staying up late, piling up dirty laundry, walking around campus at 1 am, midnight parties, no parents, and mimicry of nyp tammy hahahahahaaaa... tho i intend to go for overseas attachment during uni and then can have hostel life overseas, but still i really wish to stay at least 1 year in a local hostel and experience it... arggh... also, to enter smu i think SATS quite important...which is knn sian... these 2 factors are keeping me away from totally swayed towards choosing smu la..
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:44 AM |
i really feel that my dad is fucked up at times la. wad the hell. i now left 1 month liddat then go army le so i chiong breaking and town la. then he whole day kb me. say must think of future. say breaking has no future. say he cant support the family forever. say im not a shang jing teenager.
say i spend too much money. seriously wad the fuck. i month more what you want me to do? study issit? get a job issit? i break for 2 years alr now still haven accept my interest. have been kbing for 2 years alr still haven stop. its like i dun go and mix with bad company wad. he whole day scared i go take drugs and smoke but seriously la im not a kid la. i know outside got a lot of traps but i know how to take care of myself la. and abt the spend too much, wad the hell la. im spending money i earn myself from tiger job and breaking showcase la. and not spend all summore. im rewarding myself for finishing As and doing well for it cannot meh. knn la.
but this aside, woots got my hunter forbes for 169 today... second hand..i like it very much! woots. its so much more confortable than dunks la... even tho its basically a dunk..thank god nike put the nike zoom air insole to make the sole thicker... cant really stand the damn thin sole of dunks..shit im looking at it now and i think im in love woots hahahaa... anw i also found a Libera CD in hmv today! yeahhh... so hard to find online la... for once buy cd better..
| Thoughts Became Words At 8:45 PM |
i realized sg has really a lot of nice stuff to eat. yesterday my dad treated me to soup kitchen cos of my As results. fucking nice. i know i always use fucking as adjective to portray the sheer magnitude of the severity of the thing im described, but in this case there really is no other word to use other than fucking.
anw we ate this set meal for 4 ppl. got the ginseng chicken soup which is really fucking dope. i drink liao want to cry. got this garlic veg with ham thingy that is probably the best tasting dish of vegi i hav ever eaten in my 18 plus years on earth. the zao pai dish, sansui ginger chicken is also quite not bad. arggh but seriously the soup is too good. i will marry any girl that cooks it for me hahahaa
then today my mum da bao-ed this french toast for me. got peanut butter one. super nice. ok maybe i just like french toast and i have to admit french toast with peanut butter is a bit weird but still its nice. ya kun's french toast also not bad.
anw anw today went town myself..primarily to look at shoes.. LE vault really damn sian. all the shoes damn sian. so i walked to far east. see leftfoot. got thrasher blazer SB going for 139. got this weird looking but rather nice airmax1 for 199. hmmm. consider.
then went to the shop with the LMF figurines to see shirts. some designs really qt dope. bought this fucking (yes again) nice tee for 32 bucks. woot.
then went pac plaza. go gallery to see. nothing much, only this brown dunk SB for 169. brown a bit hard to pei leh. hmmm. maybe even getting shanghais and raygun aways. see first. cos these 2 fucking(yes.) expensive.
then went to break. passed by hmv at citylink. go see. saw this book(yes, book in hmv). sneakerfreaker book. bought it of course hahaha. 34 bucks.
i have trying to finish all the shits given to us abt uni and scholarships. a lot loh. hard to finish. but i learnt a lot. no longer so noob. having a rough picture abt wad course to take, but still dunno abt whether to get, and what, scholarship. knn.
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:15 AM |
hahahaa i played gameboy for yesterday and today morn! hahahahaa utter proness..all the damn old games like tetris and Zelda:Link to the Past and Pokemon Blue and Tactics Ogre and stuff... damn nice loh... nostalgic... xiang dang nian i was a game geek from p six all the way to sec3....
anw anw today went peninsula.. see shoes... knn really feel like buying shoe AGAIN. but i have like, 9 shoes? but as kok said just treat it as a way of rewarding myself for As..hahaha he getting ipod 30GB la... pros... but then he got aac which is really not bad alr... anw the shoe is this green SB... 109 only..knnccb...but then i shall go see see around first.. still got LE Vault and Leftfoot and Gallery to check out... hmmm maybe getting a tee also. plus together shdnt exceed 200. yeay reward for resultssssss
arggh just heard that must register for uni by 1 april. one month lidat to decide. knn. shall really start to think abt my future alr. hahahaa. i dunno a shit abt uni la. dun even know how to apply for scholarship. knn. i also dunno a shit abt army. all the ranks shit. im noob. help
| Thoughts Became Words At 1:22 AM |
yeayy im rather happy with my results hahaha... altho not perfect but aaab a2 ENUP POR ME SIOLL..i was like expecting aabc b3 or abbc b3 la...yeay yeay im getting happy while typing this hahahaa
dats gd considering how much of a cheebye slack gugu i was for 1.5 years la. results within range of f and e loh, low anomaly summore, nice graph la. precise results. i dunno still got how many tutorials that i owe the tutors for 2 years la hahaha.. and considering the fact that i pon lect, tutorials and sch like free lidat...considering my spa anyhow do...considering the fact i have been breaking abt 2-3 times a week for 1 year plus, and abt 1-2 times a week all the way towards prelims... considering the fact i ponned a term's worth of maths lects in j2... considering the fact that i am in siva's smart programme and tiger lee's remedial class and mdm yeo's ignorance = give up treatment...hahahaa
but luckily i hum diao towards prelims and start chiong loh. prelims haven full throttle so still rather fei hahaha but after prelims really freaking hum. rmb those mugging days loh. go marine parade lib damn early to chop seats and sit there do papers till lib closes. go airport to sit at coffeebean to read econs essays. go all the way to sch from home to go rr to soak the mugging air and feel hum diao. go lib with my trademark mugging companion Minute Maid limeade/lemonade to chiong around. even went np's half-renovated house to study on the floor and sing songs damn loudly hahahaha... and i just realized i really never study at home.. all of my studying were done outside under heavy noise pollution..haha luckily that time i bought isolating earphones to pull me thru..
yeayyy damn happy HAHAHAHAHAA i shall go read those shits given in the bag today
| Thoughts Became Words At 9:41 PM |
