this morning when i took bus to school i felt damn nostalgic again. started rmbing all the shits i did in jc. had the pang in my heart that one calls nostalgia.
seriously can anyone die of nostalgia? 18 years of life is quite a lot to rmb alr.... for me i still can recall myself lying in a cot trying to sit up cos i feel damn uncomfortable but cant cos have you ever seen a baby sit up..... still can rmb myself falling sick and my mum waking me up in the middle of the night for me to take my medicine and her playing tic tac toe with me before i go back to sleep.... still can rmb myself shitting in my pants and the shit falling to the floor then i see it and dunno its shit then go pick it up then ask my mum whats this..... still can rmb first day of primary school.....rmb buying a doraemon coin bank for my first crush...still can rmb gym training camp in tchs.... rmb kicking street soccer in sec4 classroom and hitting the fan and the ball getting a deep cut....still can rmb waking myself up at 4am during preparation period for Os to study but ending up playing Final Fantasy Tactics.... still can rmb first time going to Esplanade to break... still can rmb all the memorable sessions at Singapore Power Building and Orchard mrt station and bedok library.....still can rmb hc orientation-- all the dances, slippery slope, songs, zhong1 ji2 mi4 ma3.... still can rmb 2004 stj and jts, cny outing at yuhang's house, telling ghost stories right in middle of maths lect... still can rmb 2005 stj and jts, having to worry about promotion requirements for first time in my life, chionging As in reading room, library, changi airport, tampines burger king, ngeepoo's renovating house and the gelare near his house........
still got much more moments worth remembering, but really too much alr. and 18 years only. seriously when im 50 plus or something i will be so ridden with memories i will die of nostalgia la.
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