just got back form camp.
friday could not book out cos was had to be confined for sleeping during area cleaning.
saturday had 24hr guard duty. fucking sian. spent time sitting around talking cock and watching movie. there was a comp to use but the gugujiao RP hog the camp from saturday 8am to sunday 7am so it was rather gay. summore all he do was to watch wrestling vids and surf porn. who in the world spends one whole day in camp surfing porn
but at night watched A Beautiful Mind. nice sia.
sian later must bk in alr. knn. but then again one more week to sergeant rank. muahahahaaa
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:21 AM |
time to rekindle the embers, to climb out from the bottom of the pit, to come to terms to what was once lost but about to be regained. double meanings to this, but this means so much to me
hahaha in dyzeediaries vid he said there was a time when he felt no motivation at all. then he went church and went out with friends and did what he liked to do and eventually got back to his shit. hahaha sorry no church for me but for me i was just listening to some music in solitude and thinking random stuff when i just suddenly there were sparks from ashes hahahaa
previously i was put off by the trend everyone was going thru, and the expectations resulting thus. put off by failure to catch up, put off by so many circumstances. but now i realized its really abt what you enjoy and not what you want to gain.
now it dosnt matter if i have to start form zero, to slowly fan the flames, to begin from the very bottom rungs. cos it alr matters a lot if i have decided to even begin at all.
thats for one. for the other meaning its a secret muahahahaaaa
| Thoughts Became Words At 9:48 PM |
todays hospital attachment was utterly boring. it was a sunday so i was fucking sian diao cos my weekend was burned. it was a sunday so all the people together with all the viruses and bacteria and diseases all sleeping and stagnant at home. it was a sunday so the hospital was super quiet. it was a sunday so my chio doctor didnt come. it was a sunday so i just sit at the chair and relax and think abt Sunday Morning by Maroon 5 and get diaoed my Staff Nurse for zuoboing
and yesterday i told my dad that my ambulance number was 211. then today he went buy 4D 0211, 2 dollars. and today it came out consolation. and so now hes gg to give me all of the 100 plus dollars prize money. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAA
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:07 PM |
2nd day at CGH. morning shift was better. time passes faster, more patients, and at the end of it all you still have half a day free.
i just reached there to report when suddenly heard ambulance siren. so i rush over to resusitation to see. this 46 yr old fat indian lady suffering from hypotension. she collapsed in her house kitchen and her super young son was the one who called 995. when she came in she was asystolic (0 heartbeat). the doctor chiong her with injections to restart her heart but cannot. (and btw the shock thing they do to restart hearts in movies is wrong. asystolic is not a shockable heart rhythm) so need to do cpr. hahaha i went to do. she was so fat that i coudlnt really find the exact area to place my hands, even with her shirt off and all. so i had toroughly gauge. but in the end after a while the doctor pronounced her dead. got to see rigor mortis and all.
and of course got to see her family members later on crying outside the room. rather sad cos her husband died 2 yrs ago. so now left only her rather young children
and btw today got his chio doctor. woots. hahahaa i mean with all the nyp and np nurses around there should be a chio nurse. but no loh all the nurse damn er. lucky got doctor. muahahahhahha her: "erm can you help me take vital signs?" "me: "YES OF COURSE"
shit now i dunno wad to do for the rest of the day. feeling tired and want to sleep but feel that i shouldnt waste precious time sleeping. cannot be a no life geek gugujiao hahahaaahahaa
| Thoughts Became Words At 2:47 PM |
first day of attachment. changi general hospital. learnt so much, seen so much, experienced so much within 7 hours.
saw 2-3 cases of fits/epilepsy/seizures. all were rather old patients. one shook so much that she knocked things around her and had multiple wounds. the other convulse until fracture her arm.
saw Shortness of Breath cases. all pretty unstable. theres this SpO2 reading that measures your blood oxygen level. normal ppl is 97-100 liddat. 95 and beloww is considered respiratory distress alr. the person i saw was like 61 la. utterly gay. his usage of neck, stomach and intercostal muscles to breathe was super obvious
then there was this Courts guy came in with dislocated shoulder. he said the had this 30 over times alr but everytime he fixed it back himself. now this time he couldnt. hahaha so they gave him Entonox, which is something like a laughing gas to reduce his pain and so make fixing back easier. it was obviously making him high but he wanted more so he said not enough. hahaha the doctor gave him a freaking THREE doses of sedatives/tranquilizers la. like putting down elephant liddat.
got this guy came in with blood all over him cos some glass panel exploded and all the shards missled into his back and hands. he was wearing a red polo tee and i was like saying aloud his shirt confirm was originally white hahahha. but anw got to witness stiching of those gaping wounds. the wounds were like oozing both blood and ba-chor-mee-ba-chor-like-flesh at the same time.
and of course got highlight of the day. got this korean guy came in with 41 degree celsius fever and vomitting and confusion and diarrhoea. got to witness penis catheterizatiob process. fucking er. for all those who dunno wad it is it is basically swabbing your penis tip (pull back skin first) with alcohol, then poke one syringe full of lubricant into the hole (yes the pee hole), injecting all of the gel, then inserting this 30cm long rubber tube into your pee hole up your penis and all the way into your bladder. not to mention all the while he was loosing his brownish yellow shit all over the bedsheets
and really the hospital is a place of sadness la. right outside the resusitation area is the Dead On Arrival place. can see all the family members sitting on the chairs outside the rooms crying openly and loudly.
and then being said i really repsect those doctors la. all super cheerful. got this female doctor whole day smiling. like she was injecting this about to die patient and all the while she was smiling and talking to a collegue abt christmas coming and whatevernot. its really life in a place of death la
tmr will be gg cgh again. cant wait tho its super tiring
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:33 PM |
on monday morn i was caught sleeping on my bed while it was time to do area cleaning. hahhaaa so now i will have to be confined on next saturday utterly gays
on tues i failed my Medical Practical Test so now might have to sacrifice another weekend utterly gayer
but today we just booked out woots hahahaa cos we have hospital plus ambulance attachment from thurs to next wed. for me im gg changi hospital paya lebar firestation and alexander fire station. it will b time for me to relack a bit, altho there will be overnight shifts and super er xin scenes. confirm after the attachment i will have lots of gay anecdotes alr
| Thoughts Became Words At 10:16 PM |
today bought Need For Speed Carbon. hahahahaa. time to stay at home for bookout and chiong game. i am a damn no life and deprived geek gugujiao
summore just now went bedok by myself to makan. cos parents had something on. so i just go there eat mutton soup (rocks to the max) and laksa alone. after that even worse. went airport alone to mug for my Medical Theory Test. hahahaha. relive mugging days sia. but not i really want one loh. if fail i will be confined on weekends. fucks
| Thoughts Became Words At 12:01 AM |
nights out!
monday night did my v first guard duty in army so far....hahahaa... rather gay... being first time i was rather enthu and gay...hahaha
but then horrors of all horrors! i got back on tues and then in the evening the guard duty forecast came up. i would to have one WEEKEND guard duty coming saturday (which would make me bookout only on sun morn).... and next next week sun one more WEEKEND guard duty... the following tues after that ONE MORE guard duty.... when i read that i was feeling damn demoralized la... totally sian diao to the max... really like those type sky turned black and lightning and thunder start coming and wind suddenly damn strong and you hear some gregorian chants gradually becoming louder and louder
but then just now b4 booking out there was a new and updated guards forecast... WOOTS become only ONE more guard duty for me for the entire coure...wah lau fucking lucky la....a lot of ppl nvr got any changes..i was one of the few... altho its a weekend one but nvm... content alr... hahahaha....
and woots i just finished one whole book in camp... hahaa... starting on The Time Traveller's Wife...hahahaa im gg to chiong books like a gay la
| Thoughts Became Words At 8:11 PM |
