time to rekindle the embers, to climb out from the bottom of the pit, to come to terms to what was once lost but about to be regained. double meanings to this, but this means so much to me
hahaha in dyzeediaries vid he said there was a time when he felt no motivation at all. then he went church and went out with friends and did what he liked to do and eventually got back to his shit. hahaha sorry no church for me but for me i was just listening to some music in solitude and thinking random stuff when i just suddenly there were sparks from ashes hahahaa
previously i was put off by the trend everyone was going thru, and the expectations resulting thus. put off by failure to catch up, put off by so many circumstances. but now i realized its really abt what you enjoy and not what you want to gain.
now it dosnt matter if i have to start form zero, to slowly fan the flames, to begin from the very bottom rungs. cos it alr matters a lot if i have decided to even begin at all.
thats for one. for the other meaning its a secret muahahahaaaa
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