The Eulogy of My Uncaring; The Elegy of My Apathy

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

i am the king of the last minute, doomed forever to belated action, delayed realization, sudden change-of-hearts.

but perhaps there is nothing wrong with the last minute after all; perhaps it will be the longest and most meaningful minute ever, since because it is the last, perhaps it will last

Thoughts Became Words At 8:19 PM

Monday, July 30, 2007

mikhail gorbachev is now spokesman and icon for LV. hurray for Perestroika and Glasnost

Thoughts Became Words At 8:06 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

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Thoughts Became Words At 9:34 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007

driving is fun

Thoughts Became Words At 10:01 AM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

my cheebye computer is finally repaired. damn damn ultimate happy. had already lost all hopes, even bought a external hdd to back up my stuff, but discovered my gay com could not even detect the external hdd.

so contacted this repair guy at random, thinking how it was a waste of money to have a guy come down just to medically pronounce my computer dead and erase all my stuff from my computer forever.

but the guy was damn good. super patient and kind. its the type of guy you will never dream of scolding him. hes just like a nice bear like thing. ok a bit gay but really hes just like a kind helpful guy.

and he recovered my com to its original pre-screwedup state, and even gave me some of his free helpful programs that he thought would help me/i would find interesting.

damn good. 3 hours of service, for only 60 bucks.

im not advertising or something, but next time your comoute turns gay, i highly recommend him.

http://www.acesservice.com/

zai max. first time some thankful and satisfied by a repair person

Thoughts Became Words At 12:00 AM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

watch as the phoenix rises from her grave
wings of the blackest fire. yet as if
the ashes do remember
the combustion that made them in the first place

embracing the fatal sun again, cruel Icarus
reborn. ever again, still the folly
rekindled. ever still, again the pain
every bit just like the first

this is nothing much but her second
suicide, causing naught but my second
death. oh immolation in the driving rain
the last chapter of the story

Thoughts Became Words At 12:11 AM

Thursday, July 12, 2007

damn sian. nothing is working out fine.

my com is now dead. im beginning to hate all microsoft systems already. all their lifespans so short. every 2-3 years have to replace. gay shit. apple os much better. mental note to buy apple os when i have enough money for my com. which is about 72 years from now only.

typing this on my bro's com. fuck. gay shit. im damn scared when the com repairman comes he say must erase everything on my harddisk. all my music and videos and picures and my completed games. damn sian. mental note to buy an external harddisk next time to back up my stuff.

throat also damn gay. 3 weeks and still as gay. make my bad singing worse than ever. damn sian.

also, looks like icarus is not yet dead, and is rising again from his ashes like a phoenix. but perhaps the ashes still remember, for icarus once more embraces what was previously proven fatal. second suicide. sighs.

damn damn sian diao max.

Thoughts Became Words At 8:42 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

the winter is naught but a mere song, a distant serenade; the haunting lullaby, fleeting, mellow, delicate in its liquidity and yet thunderous in its echoes

the night is naught but a cloak, opague and encompassing, a secret sanctuary; a gentle fabric of the hermit, the haven for the leper, frightening in its infinity and yet comforting in its nothingness

reality is naught but the dreaming of the senses, a subconscious indulgence; its is but the plume of smoke melting into the horizon, the flock of birds dissolving into the approaching dusk; a nexus of hope and promise, but never like the two

you are naught but a cheebye lanjiao, nehnehpokhair like grass, cheebyeskin like bah kua; piguhole like golfhole.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH i am mad

Thoughts Became Words At 11:34 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

the quick brown megan fox jumps over the lazy dog

Thoughts Became Words At 11:31 PM

Monday, July 02, 2007

well only a person really into street labels will fully appreciate the full zainess and expensiveness of the following photos, but oh well at least you all can just check the cuteness hahaa yeah

Thoughts Became Words At 8:47 PM